Silence

Hold your breath, stay quiet
Take away that foggy look in your eye
Let our souls speak only by their sight.
Destroy that fake strength you deny.
Please, quit any noise, I can't hear our silence,
Belive me, I'm used to mine
And right now is yelling your name.
You can't hear it, can you?
Don't blame me then.
It's not me, it's your feelings,
the ones you had for me are dead.

Yet, I'll always do

I wish I had you by my side
Echoing my struggle to get through life.
I don't miss how we used to be
I know things weren't as they should
And we didn't fulfill each other's needs
I never knew how to make you smile
Without forgetting about my dreams.
But then again, I still want you
No matter what logic says
Although I told you I understood
Why you couldn't belong to me
Ever again.
Yet, I'll always do.

Future

I can hear my footsteps far away,
Forcing their way through the darkness.
My constant breath may
Be getting out of control any time
As my hand throws the dice
Which will decide my fate.
With my bare fingers I hold the air
Since I no longer feel my lungs.
My eyes are closed but yet I stare
At the blurry path I left behind.
My heart beat races as I try to turn my head
To see what is it that's awaiting me,
But tears run down my face instead,
My head holds still.

May the blog begin

Have you ever wonder how it would be to let everything out? Expressing every single thought that's in your head without holding back or giving any explanation? Well, I have, and this blog is the closest idea to an answer that I've found. It's not the first time that I start a blog. As you can guess I'm that diary type of girl, but not that one who writes everything that happens to her, but the one who writes until tears come out when I'm about to break. Once you've found the words, it's curious how different it is speaking them up and writing them down. So this time, instead of having thousands of papers with poems and all kind of stuff, I intend to bring it all together. I doubt anybody is going to read this, it's not my intention at all, but if somebody does:
 1) Excuse me for my English
 2) My entries may not make sense at all
 3) I hope you like it, and help you somehow

All being said, may the blog begin.